Honestly... I need things to stop going wrong. Nothing seems to be working out the way it was supposed to. Right now everything is so uncertain, and every time I get my hopes up and take one step forward, it feels like I'm pushed two steps back.
I will not let this lack of luck put me down, and I still need to believe that Summer is going to take the pain away. Officially Summer starts this Monday as it is June 1st, so from that day on things will be better. That's what I believe. That's what I want. That's what we need.